My first tears of 2010 fell today...
R.I.P. grandma.
I feel... for the first time in a while... very lonely... her passing has triggered a lot of forgotten emotions... because at this moment, it seems like there's no one I can turn to. No one to hug. No one to tell me it's okay. No one to to just be here.
Who was she? I didn't care to know her while she was with me... and now she's gone. and now I regret so much.
What timing.
A few hours from now, enough time will pass and I will be normal again. Please pray for my family. thanks...
